Being a father was the one thing keeping him sane and grounded - He talks about kid baths and family dinners, and I see happiness. For the last three years, he has been a dad to all four children, including her one autistic child. Guess he had hooked up with a 27 year old girl with three kids, accidentally got her pregnant, had a baby with her. Guess he was having some trouble back home and was sleeping on a beach, he had been held up twice at gunpoint, he was broke, homeless - I told him, "I am in Fort Laud too. I wrote him back, "which part of FL" - He typed out " FtLaud". Call me sumtime" Now Jay is not Internet savvy, he types with his index fingers, he does not have a facebook or a twitter account. Every night I hoped that he was safe.Īfter years of not speaking, you can imagine my surprise when I got a text from him this week. ![]() I just could not balance his life, his problems, his anger, with the love we had - I returned his keys in his mailbox, I stopped answering his calls, I stopped going to his place, I stopped participating in his life - It was hard - Every night I worried about him. I loved him as a friend but had fallen out of love with him, hard. After his near-death experience with his heroine/coke ball - I distanced myself from Jay.
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